Resistance♥

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Today was a 'heavy' day.
with laptop and books, & my jacket, heavy weights.
Alright, dun feel like talking about school, kinda bored.

Something I am unhappy about:
''I dun noe what to say already. you always tell me u are troubled. Frankly speaking, I think noone troubles you, you are the one who caused troubles for yourself. Why bother to do things that are not necessary, to cause yourself miseries ? Thats all I wanna say.''

Something I am abit happy about:
That special feeling came to me, like finally. I can't say I like that person alot.
It just started, a little, bits by bits. Not sure if the feeling will fade, because I dun even how my feelings will react. Sometimes, when its too long, I dun feel a thing.
Just like that pig, ok long enough. But now I dun feel a thing for him anymore... How Glad.

Econs tomorrow. Argh, naggy luh.

♥our lips must always be sealed

10:35 PM

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

20 Oct '09

2nd day of school.
Was laughing in the morning, during lecture.
With Fara & Jean around, laughters will never be missed !
HAHAHA ~

Cmaths lecture was cool, i understand for the very 1st time.
Reason might be because lecturer is changed, Yeahs ^^
The tutorial was nice too, taught by Kumar >.<
and I almost burst out laughing cos of his accent.
But at least we manage to know what he's was talking about.
hehe.

This is the last time, talking about him.
Since its last, so longer.
I really want it to be the last one, I swear to myself.
I dun even wanna think about him anymore.
All the memories, kept flashing back, non-stop.
Continuously, for the past 1 month.
Thought of it, I felt hurt.
I was confused about my feelings.
I was unsure if they still exist.
And today, I finally know how I really feel.
It was just regrets that I was crying for.
Put on a test for myself.
At times, when I listens to songs & 't
those memories flashes back,
no matter how many times I hear that song, I cries.
But today, when I listens to them,
I finds that, the feelings were gone, vanished.
Thought of the past, but i was not sad at all.
Not even a single tears, none.
I still misses him but its not those kind of 'miss' anymore.
Life still goes on, I still have goals to work towards,
not him. He is nothing to me now.
N-O-T-H-I-N-G
Since I now write about these,
means I really wanna clear him off my brain,
wash it away, forget about it.

What happened has already happened.
Can't wash them off.
Just take it as its part of life,
A stage that I had gone through,
And I'm moving on to the next one.

So, my heart is empty now.
Maybe there's one, but its impossible.
And the new feeling for another, has only just started.

=)

♥our lips must always be sealed

11:34 PM

Monday, October 19, 2009

Look at what's behind jean, haha x)

Today's 1st day of sch re-opening,
miss the girls so much =)
And finally got to meet them.

Seriously, I think Mondays is gonna be the day
that I will hate to go school.
Know why ? Because from 9am to 2pm,
ITS ALL PROGRAMMING !!!
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH........

Took pics with sweets Jean ;)
I wear specs nice ? hehe x)

♥our lips must always be sealed

7:04 PM

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

Smile =)

Look at princess Li ! hahaaha. I still post the pic here. oops...

Me =)

Pb sitting as if like her house. haha !

Pb & Me

Yes ! Went k again, with pb, on her birthday ~
K for 4 plus hours, went for dinner.
Hate the fact that shopping places close so earlier,
bcos when we finished dinner, most closing =(

Before starting school, I still wanna get:
- Denim shorts & skirt
- A pair of sandals
- Bangles
- More clothings ~

But being broke now, so I can't get all.
Maybe get sandal, thats the most impt one =))

1st photo is with ms shuli & ms kasma & Eileen.
Now then i post. so sorry !

♥our lips must always be sealed

7:15 PM

Sunday, October 11, 2009

Hellos ~
Back from laziness blogging.

This Mon went to the zoo, was shown on the previous post =)
And on the wed, I went to Sentosa with FI0901 ! yeah !

It was a well-spent day with FI0901 ^^
But there would be more laughters if more people went...
Can't blame, they had to work & other matters to attend to.
Understandable ;)

We played Volley, then Monkey. Yeah.
The usual monkeys turn out to be Lydia & me =.=
Had a little picnic, then off to the sea.
Love going into the water, although not clean.
At the end of the day, was hungry & tired...
But everyone was happy though, very happpppyyyyyy righhtt ???
How funn, hahaha x)

The consequence was something I dislike though.
I like the part where my skin gets tann,
But I hate the part where my skin gets red, pain & still hasn tear off =(
Its so pain that I can't even sleep for the 1st 2 days...
Anyone has INSTANT cure for sunburns? >.<

Its glad that there's no more ''arrows'' shooting
towards each other anymore xD

How peaceful (Y)

♥our lips must always be sealed

9:51 AM

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

Today went Zoo, with Sec sch gals.
Damn tiring after one whole day.

So for this post, Pictures will do the talkings !