
Saturday, August 29, 2009
1 more paper and I am over and done with ! BUT
I was really sad about the cmaths and program exam. Why did my mind went blank at that point of time ? I hate myself. I dun wanna retake the papers and i am really scare.
Main thing is, I don't want to disappoint those who has helped and supported me all these times.
Especially my family and those who teaches me. Why am I so useless ?
Nothing more to do now. What I can do now is study hard for POA and pray hard for the other papers to at least pass. I know.
I wanna say something to my mind: ''Please don't blank me on POA paper k."
Insufficient of sleeps, Mind going blank, and damn SAD.
Finally met Lips today, she came to visit me in sch. I was really glad that I actually had a friend that knows me for more than 6 years. We exchange our views, and know whats on with life. Hope that she gets her mr right soon enough ;) winks*
Emo-ing at this time, is it right ?
Thoughts filled my mind today. They are all eye candies. They were never "target".
The him - Only when I understands him, and think he's the one for me, Then I will target.
Let nature take its course.
Time cannot be turned back, if only it does, I would be happier.
Its always true that when you like someone, feeling dun fades completely.
Scar won't heals, it stays there, acting invisible.
Once I was hurt, painfully. But has since learnt how to stay strong.
I told myself,
"get over it, move on with your life and learn how to let go. Go into poly, start everything anew."
I moved on with my life with no sights of you.
You appeared before my eye again, and the hurting feel came in.
You're a past tense. So why can't I let go ? Go away please ='(
I cried to the song [Enrique Iglesias - Hero] It really means something.
"would you cry if u saw me crying"
"I can kiss away the pain"
"I will stand by you forever"
if only my future mr right is like that. then acceptable.. I don't play with my feelings.
I am getting a little emotional here...
Stop stop stop.
♥our lips must always be sealed
1:25 AM

Thursday, August 20, 2009