Resistance♥

Friday, July 10, 2009

Time For A Break From Blogging !!

I know I have neglected my study.

My grades are bad bad bad and I am so upset about it !!!

Please. I am depressed. What if I fail my modules ? sob.

I wanna study on my own, I wanna figure out answers. AND that needs time.

SO. I shall take a break from blogging right ? *nodds*

Unless there's any unhappy or 'great' happenings to blog about,

or else I will not blog till my exams are over =)

FOCUS FOCUS FOCUS !!!!!

I swear, I hate JAVA !!!

However:
I will still see my tagboard.
SO those who visits my blog please tag if you wish to ^^
Dun be shy/afraid, My tagboard wun bite you ! hahas.

♥our lips must always be sealed

10:55 PM

Sunday, July 5, 2009

Stressed up over this e-learning,
and now there is this ridiculous matter which makes me flare up even more.

I dun wanna mention who is this. Its rude.
But I still wanna say out words...
I swear, If she younger than me, I will shout at her right at the face.

Ohh please. How old are you ?
Over 21 and already people's wife.
To me, it seems that you do not have the responsibility of being a wife.
You dun show support, all you do is disagree.
Not all times but MOST times. Want me to teach you what is give in ?
its like you are just a missy who thinks highly of herself.
Every little small things you have to quarrel over with.
Have you ever put yourself in his shoes ?
He has to cope between life and work. Financial too.
All you do is quarrel over small stuff, sensitive over people words,
and spend his money.

You are such a Bitch I had to say.
I have been tolerating with you for damn long can.
Because of his sake, I didn't shout at you.
I wanted to respect you truely,
but your attitude is so sucky that I acted it out.
AND where's your respect to my family and him?
You expected people to respect u, when u did not even do so ~

Demanding, Selfish, Proud, Sensitive,
Childish AND likes to speak without thinking.
Your points are so negative can ?
Some values have bad/good. But yours ALL BAD ok.
Why must he listens to you all the time ? Its unfair.
Its not as if you are the queen of the world that he had to do that.
You wanna quit job and relax ah ? So you think he's a billionaire ?!
If that really happens, financial problem u settle !
He needs to pay house installment, car installment and give family allowance.
You ? you need anot ! no need what. you missy ma.

I am so flare up with u today.
Bcos I canno make it, so he gave you the tickets.
Or else you think you get to go ?
And you still dare to say such things.
If you are a billionaire then I am okay to listen to you, BUT YOU ARE NOT !

When you talking on the phone with him,
then u say me and mum talk about u. WTF!
Which ear of yours heard that we got say your name ?
Then if I talk about garbage, you also think its you la ?
Dun be sensitive can anot. Its damn annoying eh.
Dun think anyhow and conclude words from YOUR OWN conclusion.
Cont'd and I suggest you go see psychologist.

You like to complain alot hoh.
To him and about our family, you wan I sew up your mouth anot ?
Oh ya, your mouth very big,
need more thread, will cost more and dirty my hand.
YUCKS

Stop boasting. little boasting is good, but not too much.
You too over already.
You everything also over-reacting. mental got problem ah...

PLEASE. SINCERELY, I HOPE YOU CAN CHANGE FOR THE BETTER.
DO SELF-REFLECTION PLEASE.
YOU ARE NOT PERFECT. YOU DUN EVEN THINK BEFORE YOU SPEAK.
AND FINANCIAL.
PLEASE THINK OF CONSEQUENCES BEFORE BUYING/PLANNING.
IF THERE'S DEBTS, THE BLAME WILL BE ON YOU. DUN WORRY.
EVEN A 18 YR OLD PEOPLE LIKE ME CAN THINK THE ADULT WAY.
WHY CAN'T YOU ?

IF YOU CONTINUE TO BE LIKE THAT, YOU WILL BE A BURDEN.
DUN MAKE HIM SUFFER PLEASE.
YOU WAN SUFFER, DUN DRAG HIM IN.

♥our lips must always be sealed

7:47 PM

Friday, July 3, 2009

Zolz & me. We finally met-up ^^

Eileen ! Sister okay x)

Sweet Sweet Fara.....

Lurbb lurbb you.....

I 'squeezed' into the pic. hee

Jean's ah lian face

Lydia dia and me x)

This week was a so-called ''extra 1 hols''.
Thanks to h1n1. (Which I hated it)
I would seriously, rather go to school but not stay at home to do e-learn.
E-learning at home makes my head spin round and round
= headache going to explode ~

Weekends already coming But I still haven complete a single work yet.
Lazy lol... I gonna say one sentence again.
''So many things to do, but yet so little time''.
TRUE. I am sure more than 50% of FI0901 will agree with me.
Right, Gals ? hahas.
Gonna rush my work for the next 2 days. At least finish up tutorials.
AND the html javascript, I still hasn't figure out yet...... oh gosh.

I met-up with the girls 2 days ago, wed.
Glad that we really did some work,
discuss seriously and almost completing it ?!
Had brunch with lydia and fara.
Can't stop laughing about that ''flying fries'' incident...
Jean came to find us at esplanade then.
Ate at popeye and then went home.
I wanted to go Dorothy Perkins ! But they dun let me x(
I know I spent too much, thats why I am always broke.
Rhyme ah ? ahaha.

Thurs met-up with my gd fren eileen.
She brought me wallet. Aww.
THANKS EILEEN !!!
Pool 1 hour. score: she win la.
Duno why. 3 rounds can play 1 hour. so long...
I won her one time and she won me 2 time. isn't it obvious...
1st round i almost win but then duno what happened into her,
suddenly skill so good >.<

Today woke up like 8 plus when I actually wanted to wake up at 8.
I was too sleepy... but 8 plus also very early =)
Did pd presentation and handed it in. contented. whee.
Meet Zolz for dinner then went yac. Finally lessons back.
Although the last lesson was just 2 months ago,
but I felt that I hasn't seen those people for ages... (sound so old uh)
We had 3 more members joining us ~ and 2 quit due to busy schedule =(
I miss regina. why she quit. sad sad sad.
I gonna miss renee too, she leaving us for studies and work soon. sad sad sad.

Vocal class was back to basics because new members.
And steven was back, we miss his jokes !
He will make us laugh like hell ? hahas.
The guitar class damn fun ok ! Ernest teaches us the right thing. hehe.
Now then I know guitar version of ''chasing cars - snow patrol'' quit easy.
But I still slow... not I cannot play, is I will play very slow. 1 key 2 second ?
Get me a guitar, gimme 2 days, then i play for u. hehehe
worst part - have to cut my nails !
I like finally can grow my fingernails abit longer and now needa cut.
Like wth =.=
I want the next lesson soon...
Then steven drove Aly & me back home.
AND I am blogging now. Right after I came back =)

Some meanings are meant to be said. Not silence.
Simply agree that GUYS ARE JERKS.

♥our lips must always be sealed

11:28 PM